Hes A Fighter (He Doesn't Need Me)

Today is the last day of my sophomore year and the day after i walked away from Kiven. I barely made it out of bed and to school my chest felt like there was an invisible cut there that hurt like the devil but i was ready to forget and move on..which is what Kiven was probably doing. During the day i got lost a dozen times i didnt have anyone to pull me around anymore only Eli had been there to help me to my classes and to lunch. After school he walked me to the exit, i was relived he hadn't said anything about Kiv v v "him". I must of ran into some people but i didnt remember i just headed in the direction of home. As i passed the exit i got pulled by someone. I turned around so the person would know it was the wrong person and tried to walk off again only to be tugged back. I turned around to see Kiven holding on to my arm. I twisted my arm away and walked off. My chest now felt like someone had taken a scoop out of it without giving me painkillers. I didnt hear Kiven call out to me or anything else i just walked off like a robot not hearing anything not reacting to anything only doing the things i was programed to do. At home i collapsed on my bed and sobbed. ~END~
That summer i didnt remember much. All i know is that Kiven, Eli, Ray, Alex, and the twins came by a lot but i didnt let them come in if Kiven was there. I stopped answering the door, giving that job to my parents who by now knew that Kiven was someone i didnt want to see so they made up excuses and soon he stopped coming by although the rest of the gang still did. I became really close to Eli since he was to be a senior with me next year and Kiven's best friend. When summer ended i no longer had any pain in my chest. All i had was an empty space.~END~
Senior year passed pretty much the same as summer. I buried my self in school work and club activities with Eli. Eli helped me through a lot of pain over the summer after i explained my reason for leaving Kiven. Eli didnt believe that Kiven would forget me but i didnt believe him. From time to time i would remember Kiven and i managed to smile. My grades came out as all As but i hardly cared. Kiven probably had another girl friend by now. After all he had gotten me to fall for him in less than a month. I started applying for the universities and colleges. I left out the university that Kiven was in, the pain would be too much.~END~
University year was the same as senior year i threw myself in study and work. Eli had joined the same university as i did so we worked together. The empty space that Kiven filled up would never be filled up but Eli was a good friend to me so i was getting through. ~END~